- Mood:
Optimism - Listening to: Walter meowing in the cage right behind me
- Reading: My last journal post
- Watching: Walter's fur getting softer by the day
- Playing: Doom, the original version
- Eating: Sonic Coneys
- Drinking: Merlot
Well, there's some good news and some bad news on my rescue of Walter Wang, the big old Siamese tomcat I wrote about before...
Sadly, the animal rescue group I volunteer for cannot put him in our regular adoption program. I'll have to find a home for him on my own. Why?
He tested positive for FIV. FIV is basically the feline equivalent of HIV / AIDS. He is not sick now, and the disease is very hard to spread - blood-to-blood or sexual contact, just like people. Can't get it from a toilet seat. But, he will eventually have a compromised immune system, just like an AIDS patient. It's not as deadly for cats as it is for people, but it will probably eventually get him. He may live a respectable feline life-span, 12 or 15 years, but likely not as long as he would have without FIV.
The typical way that cats get FIV is from a deep bite wound. Male cats fight and get bloody cuts in their mouths, then bite another cat. Like I said, it doesn't spread TOO easily, but cats are more likely to have blood-to-blood contact than humans. They fight a lot.
But, it means I can't really keep him with my other cats. I feel like I'm discriminating - I have good (human) friends with AIDS. But, cats have blood-to-blood contact much more often than people. That's the simple truth of it. I also cannot foster other cats for my rescue group with him in the house. It's a real dilemma...
I got him neutered and vaccinated last Thursday. They also pulled several rotten or broken teeth and cleaned his whole mouth up, lanced a couple abscesses, gave him a fluoride treatment, etc... I got a good deal on all the vet work, less than $200. He's not too happy now because of the multiple vaccinations, a sore mouth, and, well, frankly, they cut his balls off. Bummer, dude... Adult tomcats tend to get a little depressed for a couple weeks after neutering. It's the sudden drop in testosterone. Kittens don't notice so much...
He's healthy now. Eating plenty, making a lot of noise, and grooming his fur properly. I think his mouth hurt too much to groom properly before. He's clean and almost shiny, after being dusty and greasy when we caught him. He'll have a fine, fluffy coat before too long.
I'd never kick this poor, sweet guy back out in the hard, cold streets just because he has FIV. I'll do my damnedest to find a home for him. I may have him living separately in my studio for a while, but I'll do what I can. He won't be too lonely - my other kitties can have supervised time with him. I just can't let him mix freely. Too much of a risk to my other 6 healthy cats. A minimal risk, but a real risk nonetheless.
Every cat I rescue, I make them one solid, inviolable promise. I actually speak this promise to them, quietly, right in their ear, shortly after I capture them. They are sitting in a cage, scared, confused, and sometimes very sick. I promise them this, often with tears in my eyes - "Don't worry, my friend. I'll help stop your pain. If you're hungry or thirsty or ill, I will care for you. You are a good cat. You'll be safe in my care. I'll do everything I can for you, everything I can to stop you from hurting."
Sometimes, the only thing a rescuer can do to "stop them from hurting" is to put them down. Not this guy. No way. He's a survivor. He still has at least 5 or 6 lives left...
I skipped a dentist's appointment for myself to pay for this cat's veterinary care. My teeth are fine. He needed help. So be it.